Okay, it took three weeks to settle in for the long haul. Up to now I’ve been trying to relieve every little distress by a variety of therapies, lotions, treatments and mind control. And it’s worked – up to a point.
The other point is, I am putting powerful drugs into my body several times a day and they are wreaking havoc with the hepatitis virus – setting off constant alarms and distress as they do their work, which brings me to the last and most important point.
Point #3 – I am involved in a 24 week struggle with a deadly virus and it’s time to live each day with that in mind. It’s a treatment I welcomed and I intend to stay the course.
Not to say I won’t continue with the relief I’ve set in motion; I will. However, I will accept that I can’t completely control the symptoms, and make everything ‘all better.’
It’s that word thing again. I was still tensing up against the pains as something negative when in fact they are the path my body is treading to complete health.
Heidi called me today and her words sunk in. Thank you, Heidi.